ACT - Day One

Today... I took the ACT. Wow. It was... interesting. It was pretty much what I had expected, but I feel like I could have used more time. Who decided that because you can take a test fast means you're smarter than someone who takes their time and gets the answers right? I mean really. Ugh. Anyways...

Not much is new really. I've been searching for a job. Not a new one, but another one. TJ Maxx just isnt cutting it. I need to work more hours, even though that will mean less free time (not that I have any now...).

Speaking of the ACT and jobs.... college. Oh boy. The word scares the living daylights out of me. I know what I want to do with my life (violin performance and biology), but I haven't quite figured out how to get there. Graduating high school obviously needs to come first, but I don't feel like I'm old enough to graduate. I still feel 12! It feels like I was in middle school just yesterday and now I'm almost done with my junior year of high school. It's scary how fast life seems to move forward these days. I'm scared for what is coming in this next year. I don't want to graduate and leave behind everything I've ever known. I'll be leaving my friends, my family... everything. I'm excited about living on my own, but I'm also scared to death. If you can't tell already... I'm really nervous about college. Haha. But... I'm a strongwilled red-head. I can do this.