I told myself that I was going to post a new blog everyday, but life has been busy. Today I found some time to actually sit down and write something.
I've been doing a lot of thinking recently and I've come to a few conclusions.
1. The world does not revolve around me. Yes, I know this would seem obvious but I've come to realize that the way I act shows that I think the universe revolves around Amelia. But this is not the case anymore. I've come to understand that there are WAY more important things in life than my happiness. I've been told that I'm a very optimistic person and that I don't let things get me down, and I recently gave someone an answer as to why this was. I said, "When I'm down, yes, I will be sad for myself for a little while, but there is a point where I have to suck it up and move on, because the world doesnt revolve around my unhappiness. Life goes on whether I'm happy or not."
2. Some people will disappoint you no matter what. There's really no getting around it. There are going to be people in your life (friends, family, co-workers) who you just can't please. We have to realize this and move on with our lives. People who constantly bring us down aren't worth the trouble.
3. High school sucks. Yep. It really blows. The horomone levels are through the roof and no one is thinking straight. It resembles an insane asylum rather than an actual high school. But these are the "best years of our lives," right?
4. My life is way too busy. I'm working on cutting out unnecessary events to free up some much needed time for myself. I used to love reading and would read a book or two a week, but I haven't done that in years. Today I actually picked up a book and got through 4 chapters. It felt fantastic. So I've made a promise my comfy chair that I will spend more time in it reading.
After all that, I can say that my life is going to start looking up soon. I'm sure of it.
AND I will post more often :)

You are most definately lying through your tooth. You havent posted anything in 3 days little girl!
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